Signs of Addiction

I just paid $23 to send out a vday package that cost less than 10 dollars to put together.

Why?

Because I had to overnight it.

Why?

Because on my way to the post office on Saturday, the day I SHOULD have sent it out,  I ate all the candy in the package.

.. …

If this is not a sign that I need help then seriously, what is?

I’m not fat (yet) but in this last month I have consumed more sugary baked goods than I have the entire year of 2011. I feel gross.

And when I feel gross, I feel so out of shape mentally. Hence why I’m having these crazy thoughts about relationships and etc.

I am a firm believer that feeling comfortable in your own skin is crucial to your abilities even in your daily life. If you’re not happy with how you feel in your own body.. well, that’s just added stress and a trip down a slippery slope.

So I’m going to do the only thing I can, the one thing I can always count on when I feel overwhelmed and stressed out about things.

I’m going to start running again.

And to help keep myself accountable, I’m going to stop slacking and make more “body and mind” updates related to my journey back to healthiness.

You see, I have these little categories (look to the left) that I started to help me keep this blog organized. I’ve been doing a horrible job maintaining it.

So my goal for the next 3 months is to organize this blog and my life and to get back into shape physically and mentally.

So here I go.

PS. I could use any advice about APPS that can help with keeping my fitness activities in check.